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i knew a long time ago that we wouldn't stay (because i don't deserve anything)
really i hope you don't listen to me speak (because i hate it when i speak weak)
and so i'd rather keep it all in my insides
in my stomach, in my pores, anywhere that i can store all the pain, secrets i have inside about my lack of social life

you shouldn't know i'm so incredibly alone
and everytime, every night, all i do is ball and cry
have to stop every thought about how no one's there
but it's fine, i don't mind- i've lived with this all my life

i never really thought that i deserved a friend or a lover or even just an acquaintance
but despite that i have always tried to exert the maximum amount of effort
and go against my destiny of solitude living
to keep someone by my side or better yet try to put some effort in me or in the least try to stay in my life

but they don't, they don't try
they ignore me, i don't even exist
it's alright, i don't need anyone
even though that's all i want

you shouldn't know i'm so incredibly alone
and everytime, every night, all i do is ball and cry
have to stop every thought about how no one's there
but it's fine, i don't mind- i've lived with this all my life

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from Yellow Demons., released November 20, 2010

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i am one persxn.
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i am currently making a new album. i am adding the new songs to the "Ichiban" album and making their title the date of which i finished them. eventually they will be their own album. ... more

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